Monday, January 5, 2009

stirring

Fighting through a forest of misogyny and brambles with a swordless vagina. Make new friends but keep the old. One is silver and the other's gold. 99% of my friends are golden, 1% is pyrite. But who's fooling who? I've learned more about myself in the past month than the past two years. My heart is a cassette tape, my soul is in Stereo 8. They don't make 'em like me anymore. You haven't heard me talk like this in awhile. I haven't seen me think like this in longer. Back to basics. Deletion is creation and you'll see what I mean. This is just practice mode, baby. Re-learnin' the moves. Hiding a punch in the face behind a smile, wrapping a smile around a lie, and $14 worth spent on blank pages. Life isn't really like a box of chocolates because it's pretty easy to tell what is what so you eat the milk chocolate cherries first then the dark chocolate cherries and then a turtle or two if you feel like it and then it's all a crap shoot of when you're gonna land the disgusting coconut one. Avoid the coconut in the fog. You'll never feel more dead or beautiful. Now I know I want to be idolized.

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