tonight i let the music heal me. i repented and was born again, baptized in my own tears. it's late and i should be sleeping but i was overcome with the urge to do something important. even if nothing comes of it other than a blink of a smile or two i'm happy. because at least they know. it's everything i've ever meant to say through melody and it's only the important things. if you read this, i will always love you. i will always be there for you. you can always come to me for anything. distance and time cannot force me to abandon you. i love you.